I am scheduled for bariatric sleeve surgery on July 14, 2011.
Yesterday I started my liquid diet that is to help shrink my liver and clear my colon. The liver needs to be smaller so that I have a successful surgery.
I made it through yesterday, dealing with hunger. Did not think about brining the sugar-free Jello. Today is much harder. I keep crying...I don't know why exactly other than I am hungry and forgot my jello after telling myself to bring it!!
I wish I had had enough leave to take off today, but I have to save all my leave for my surgery and to be off the week after. I just need a few days to get a routine going with this. I am good with routines. I know I can do this...others have before me, so I can. It is just hard today.
I have a meeting with a doctor at 1pm to discuss timecards with them and I look like hell. I need to get it together...wish I would have brought some makeup darn it!!
I am not sharing this stuff on Facebook, but decided my blog was the most appropriate place to let it all out...thanks for letting me vent. No, back to the regularly scheduled program...