Sleeping with Bread

So, the question for today is in the last week when did I feel most alive and when did I feel most drained of life.

In the last week I cannot recall one time when I felt most alive. So, I tried to think of when was the last time since I did not have one last week. And I don't have one...I don't know when I last felt most alive. It is funny that I read this question today because in the past few days I have been thinking just that...what am I doing here...what meaning does my life have from day to day? This tells me I need to change stuff in my life. I feel like I kind of keep putting things on hold until that next move, I don't want to get involved in things until I am where I think we will settle. So, I end of doing nothing and not living...

So, drained of life....this past week I know I have felt extrely drained of life. I have not had energy to exercise and I have not been tracking my calories. Two things that had been very important to me lately. On Thursday last week this was very evident to me and I started asking myself why, but not doing anything about it...and still have not. So, I am drained of life and needing a refill...working on it...just don't have the solution yet.